New Year!

Howdy all, I know it's been a few weeks sense my last blog, life has been hectic during this holiday season. Hope everyone had an amazing Christmas and that everyone has a safe and glorious New Years.

Looking back over this past year I can't believe how much has changed. The last decade of my life I suffered from a depression that would leave me irritable, moody, and down right sad about nothing. After years of trying different medications I found a celexa, it was a life saver! But my moods were still very up and down and I was constantly confused why I never felt "right". This year started off with a bipolar and ADHD diagnosis which changed everything for the better. Having an actually diagnosis rather than just treating symptoms with medication was amazing...there is a reason why I am the way I am! I was put on two different medications as well as kept on the celexa and they almost instantly made a huge difference in my moods and my attitude towards life. My husband saw a massive improvement and it has definitely made my relationships 100 percent better.

Then there was Twitch. I can not believe how much Twitch has changed my life. I am a slight addict but that is ok! I am so in love with the feeling I get when I go live!! It is like being back stage waiting for the curtain to open. A year a go I wouldn't have thought I would be streaming video games let alone do it almost at full time hours! I am so grateful and thankful for what twitch has given me. I always hear what my channel has done for people, but they don't know what they have done for me. I struggle daily with my conditions above regardless of the medications, they can only help so much! Twitch gives me an escape to go to a world where I am accepted by all and where we can all bullshit about the day to day struggles that torment us and a place to feel better!!

What I am trying to say is thank you for this past year I am so blessed to be able to do what I do and this year has given me so much more than I could have ever imagined. I can't wait to see what 2017 has in store!! Peace and Love all!!